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Alrighty. Get ready for a fairly long winded post.

This halloween (Ha! No apostophe again, Adam!) was the best I've ever had. I thought nothing could really compare to last years, when Lissie, Elane, Nicole and I were the cat girls (Lissie was Mod Catgirl, Elane was Punk catgirl, Nicole was Vampire Catgirl, and I was Gypsy Catgirl)...and I thought no costume cuold compare to the one from the year before that, where I was, as Bobby called me, an Empress of the Gothic Underworld...but this year, this costume, it was...incredible.

Well, I skipped Spanish because I was out too late Thursday night, and I wore my little black shirt and cat ears to Anthropology to take the test (One of only 17 people to get an 80+ =D)...then I ate and whutnot, then got home and started getting ready. Note to self- Liquid Latex is EVIL! It is the SPAWN OF SATAN! *twitch* I had a minor allergic reaction to the stuff, but nothing major. I could still wear it, which was good, because I can't imagine Damry without a few of her scars. So yeah..I'm actually about ten minutes late to the party due to the damned latex that dripped down where it shouldn't. Hehe. And then...then I make my grand entrance. I slightly modified the costume so I could wear the magenta skirt too, and I looked frickin awesome. The skirt and trenchcoat just billowed out behind me..I looked frickin awesome. Sure, the wig got annoying after a while, especially since I couldn't take my trenchcoat on and off without tangling it..but damn! It was awesome.

So the party gets started..we play the new Inuyasha fighting game that Bandai sent us since we're uber-cool...I kicked ass. I am the master of random button pressing!! AHahaha! I played two 3 match rounds, using Sango and Miroku..and completely decimated my opponent...then we watched Witch Hunter Robin, which was FRICKIN AWESOME! I MUST cosplay as Robin, I must, I must! I didn't sit through the second episode though, because I went out and took my toy lightsabre and beat the crap out of Vash the Stampede! Yayahahahha! *cough* Must stop maniacal laughter. Can't choke to death from being evil. So we're all out there in the lobby of Cheek Hall, fighting with lightsabre's and wooden staffs...the people in the computer lab were giving us some straaaaaaaaaange looks. XD ..then we watched Excel Saga, laughing and cheered out loud as various people were killed or maimed..and cried when Sandora was killed. :( *sheds a little...tear*...I love that anime. I love it, I love it, I love it!...then .hack, which prompted me to draw a self portrait .hack style yesterday...but that's off the subject.

Then...the costume contest! Bwuahaha! Vash won, I came in second, Elf boy came in third, and the Chinese Inuyasha was fourth runner up. Brice was mad because no one voted for him, but his costume..sucked. Normal clothes and a katana. *chuckles* Silly boy. There were...so many awesome ones though...I LOVED Inuyasha's..hehe. And now, because that was so popular, we might have a cosplay night every other month. T'would be frickin awesome, and I could get a chance to cosplay as Robin! Bwuaha!

I also decided something. I broke about three hearts on Friday...Brice, Travis, and Elf-boy, whose name I can never remember. >.> All three of them obviously have a major crush on me, but of course, I'm with Max. However...this did make me realize something.

Even though I'm not skinny by any means...a lot of guys still find me attractive. It doesn't matter that I'm overweight to them, apparently. (Merely overweight, not obese, I'm nowhere near plus sizes) ..And maybe I really shouldn't worry so much about it. I'm insanely paranoid that my guy friends online will stop talking to me if they knew I wasn't some skinny gorgeous supermodel. It's not like I actually tell them that, but meh. I guess I'm unnaturally paranoid or something. But anyway...time to not worry about it. I'll continue my diet and exercise program and be that gorgeous skinny supermodel lookalike one of these days. Until then...you're stuck with just plain me. :)

Okay..now for a rant,(Lazily C/Ped from my thread on SO) then I gotta go into the weird dreams I had...O.o

Anyway, during my high school years I held onto the hope that the entire world wasn't as stupid as my tiny little hick town in the middle of nowhere Missouri. That's what got me through the idiocy...sure, from the internet I knew that people were generally stupid assholes, but I was hoping..praying even.


Since then I've come to the conclusion that American college students are the stupidest people on earth.


This morning I nearly wreck my bike twice because pedestrians won't stay out of the fucking bicycle lane! How hard is it to stay on the sidewalk!? There are bike lanes so those of us who ride don't have to worry about running into people...yet these people, when THEY HAVE A WHOLE DOUBLE-SIZED SIDEWALK TO WALK ON WON'T! *twitches* I know that seems like a small thing, but when there is a lot fo room for both but they have to walk in the CLEARLY MARKED bike lane, I'm just pissed off. -_-

See...the bike lane is narrower than the actual sidewalk, and when two bikes are coming at each other, it's hard enough to avoid crashing without people in the way...yet no one seems to notice, in fact, I was the one who got dirty looks when I zipped around people walking on the bike lane.

Ooh..then add in my roommate. A preppy art major, if you can imagine that. Anyway..I get home from anthropology today and find a nasty message on the door...she's pissed at me because she didn't take her keys when she went out and I locked her out before going to class. TAKE YOUR KEYS WITH YOU, DIPSHIT! I'm sorry..but it's like..policy to lock your doors here when you leave, especially when you have expensive gaming equipment like me. *sigh*

Why must my faith in humanity constantly be broken? I think it sunk to an all time low when I saw the ads for the Saving Jessica Lynch TV movie...-_-;


..And now..onto that dream. First of all, let me note that whenever I have a dream where I actually remember a characters name..it's weird. It's only happened twice..Eleseon, and now this one, Arista. So anyway, I'm blaming it entirely on dressing up as Damry for Halloween....if it wasn't for that, I wouldn't be so pathetic as to dream about an RP character. *cackles* At least it wasn't like one of Max's dreams. *coughs and sputters her tea*

Okay..the actual dream. I was Damry (duh) and Klo-Ude was there. The two of them were doing the whole save the galaxy and were rescusing a group of kids from some evil sith lady or something..and one of the kids, her name was Arista...and I got the feeling she was rather important to the two. So they're fighting and do the coolest thing ever. They're both wearing normal black Jedi robes, though Damry's is actually a trenchcoat, but then through some magical looking thing, the robes kinda..shrivel as white light shines from the two and they look like angels for a moment. It's hard to explain, but that images is really sticking with me. ...So then the floor begins to like...crumble and they race to save the kids, barely doing so.

Then it gets weird. The dream pauses and I have some normal sleep for a bit..then it starts over from the beginning....this time I know what's going to happen, so I slightly change it so that the kids are all in a safe place before the floor crumbles..but that has it's own consequences. The evil Sith lady grabs Arista and Damry goes after her, and a huuge really scary sith guy is sent out to fight her...and she completely loses it, does the whole fetal position and whutnot. Kinda..disturbing. O.o. Then I wake up for a few minutes, fall back asleep ...and dream that mom and Dave showed up to 'surprise' me here. That was..not fun.

..Ooh....to add to the "RP dreams"..I dreamt Rusty FINALLY got around to helping Raine..but it wasn't online. We all met and he started to write it out in a notebook..O.o ..Then me, him, Max, Nicole, and Shawn went off to save the world.

...I have messed up dreams.


And here are the fabled me as Damry pictures-

I dropped algebra. I had to, I had a D in there and I have a scholarship I need to keep. Sigh. I'm still a full time student, but now only with 13 credit hours this semester. Oh well...it gives me time to get my speech grade up to a B...everything else is fine though, class-wise...blah..I do have an (easy) IDS test tomorrow and a Huuuuuuuuuge anthropology test Friday. Still..'tis nice not to have to worry about algebra anymore. In fact, that's where I'd be at the moment had I not dropped it.

Anyway...off to other news. Tonight I'm skipping half of speech because I am NOT missing RHPS tonight! I can't do a costume, but I am going all punkish..I can say I'm a transylvanian...although I don't recall any of them wearing torn up jeans and a mesh shirt. Oh well...t'will be awesome, 'cause my outfit is almost a costume. Although....I wonder what my speech professor will think when my hair is all punked out for my "professional" speech tonight. He just said we have to wear a dress. He never said our hair had to look pretty too. ^_~.

And...my costume is done! I finished cutting the pants down and I made arm guards for fantasy-esque Damry with the remnents. I hate sewing, but this was worth it. Beside, I got to shock my sister by saying I was sewing. Yesterday was her birthday (25 years old) so I had to call her.

Yesterday was also special for me personally. 2 years now, with Max. =D

....Enough rambling, I need to practice my speech for tonight...on...geekiness!!!!!


Oooh..I made a new wallpaper today. While I don't like FFX, I do like this- http://www.jade-angel.net/images/wallpaper/seymour_yuna.jpg