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So I suppose I should write something that's meaningful... or at least more than a few words. Perhaps I'm too used to facebook and being brief that I've forgotten how to write more long-winded updates on my life.

Either that or I'm just lazy. I'm going to go with the lazy excuse.

Also, forgive any typos, I'm on my new (old) laptop. My sister got a new one and handed this one down to me. It's useful for writing and random web browsing, which is all I need it for, since my PC is a gaming rig. ...That is going to have to be replaced in February when I get my tax return, I think. Either the RAM is going bad, or the graphics card is, because every so often, especially when I'm running intensive stuff, my screen will turn into horizontal lines and completely freeze up. Google tells me it's likely RAM...but I'd like a new computer anyway. Boris is hitting three years old soon... though that's not as bad as this laptop, which is five.

SO I've been married for four months now, and I really can't believe how happy I am. I never thought I could be this happy. It's like, I can't evenn describe it, but knowing that I'm with a person like Luke is just astonishing. Back in high school and college I had kinda thought that I would never find someone who compliments me so well... And it only took a random computer game to find the love of my life.

We have no plans on having kids, at least not for a while. Years, if at all. Right now he's more open to the kid idea than I am, but only in random spurts. He comes to his senses fairly quickly. We have enough going on with work and three cats that a kid just isn't something we can handle at the moment.

Oh, work...

My doctor wants me to do some physical therapy before I start applying to ambulance districts, as my shoulder has been acting up a LOT lately. He's worried that I'll tear something with all of the lifting before I'm ready... I probably should have gotten physical therapy soon after the car accident, but I was stubborn and didn't think I needed it. Oops.

Right now though, I'm happy that both Luke and I have stable jobs. I'm still doing registration and he's a med tech at the local treatment center. It pays the bills and gets us some extra things... like video games. For my birthday, I got FF9 for the PSP. It makes me happy.

Speaking of games, I'm playing Deus Ex: Human Revolution and it's awesome. The main character is sex appeal in pixel form... saying that makes me feel like I'm in high school again, but it's true. That is a very, very, very beautiful game.

RP-wise, still playing in JC and bitching about it every day. I'd love to find another Star Wars game like SWFL or even SWTA/SWGB. Forums sound fun right now. Maybe a generic fantasy game would be fun too. I want to play a busty barwench who secretly wants to be a knight. Or something super silly like that.

.. I also have a cold. And only one nostril is plugged up. And a half an hour to go before I can take more cold medicine. Yuck.

This was not my night for RP... Oh, I had some great scenes, and lots of laughs...

But the number of unintentional sexual puns and typos was just pathetic. However, I laughed a LOT tonight, and that made it all worth it.

Also? My cats are cute.

One of my characters might have a *gasp* normal relationship. Is such a thing even possible?

Anyway...at the risk of complaining too much, these next two weeks are going to suck. Badly. Tomorrow (tonight, I guess)...Well, Sunday night, regardless, starts a string of 'em.

Sunday night: 12 hour night
Monday night: 12 hour night
Tuesday night: Class
Thursday night: 12 hour night
Friday night: Christmas-y stuff
Sunday: 12 hour day
Monday: 12 hour night
Tuesday: Class
Wednesday: 12 hour night
Thursday: 12 hour night
Friday: 12 hour night

It'll all look good on payday. I just have to remind myself of that.

I just did something quite liberating. I deleted all of my old Second Life chat/IM logs. The only reason I kept them was for Midgar/Junon reasons, and that was kinda like me cutting my last tie. I feel freeeeee!

If things cool down a bit, I might play there occasionally, but never again am I putting so much of my life into an RP. It's just not healthy.

Also? I might return to HKC Radio, and I cleaned out my bathroom cabinet! Go me!

AHAHA.

I LOVE BEING RIGHT.

CLASSIC PSUEDOCIDE.

GO ME. GO ME. I ROCK. I RULE.

Also? On a completely unrelated note, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory is creepy.

BUT REALLY! I KNEW IT. I WAS RIGHT. YEAH!

Yo! hollydb

Matt, from the Cantina, found me on facebook (Because I never did hide my last name...or first name, like you) and says hiiiii.

I wouldn't tell him your real name though, so you're safe. :D

Gale kissed Sai.

I can't stop laughing.

...And this song oddly fits. o.o

(Shush, I've not listened to it in...3 years now? It just came on my playlist. >.>)

I came to a disturbing but kinda neat conclusion the other day. Sai = Damry and Maria = Tressa.

Sai has issues with fidelity and freedom and is tempted by the dark side (ShinRa, in this case). She got married, but kept her own last name. Damry had issues with fidelity and freedom and was quite often tempted by the dark side. Both are divorcees (Although, Sai's in the process of)

Maria has temper issues and throws things at her husband. Tressa had temper issues and threw things at her husband. Both of them made their names hyphenated. Maria Bredal-Elkanah, and Tressa Alyrs-Antilles.

Wheee. Now I just need a Raine clone, and my main Star Wars characters will be reborn into FF7. xD

I am overwhelmed by character development at the moment. From Sunday on, Sai has gotten loads of it. From kicking ass to discovering her religion wants her to betray her country to negotiating with the Vice President to getting her ass handed to her and deciding it was all for her religion, which she's starting to dislike...yeah. It's been a fun couple of days.

And it's official. I am OFF fast food. I am allowed something once every two weeks, or if we're on a trip, as it's hard to find cheap food that's still healthy. There's definitely some winter flab to get rid of, and that's a good first step. I'm going to start working toward the exercise part.

Oh! Sai's about to get kissed! Were she not about to fall over dead from gunshot wounds, Kenji would be feeling her knee in his balls at the moment. As it is, she's going to stare at him and be all "Dubya tee eff, mate."

...Why yes, I did just use this icon, but it's too pretty not to use all the time. Kuja's totally prettier than Sephiroth, but don't let Sephiroth know I said that. He just wouldn't understand that he's sexier, but not as pretty.