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[katiroth]

Confidante
Carrying everyone else
Bearing the burden
listening, watching, sighing

Dying inside
the confidante
she makes up excuses
to hide how she feels

After all, her thoughts aren't her own
Shared by the hordes
All of whom talk
never listen
Only take
Never give.

She's tired
But won't back down
feelings continue to be buried inside
As the smile outside faces the world
She's tired
But she'll keep on listening

Listening until deafness steals into her life.

When emptiness becomes divine.

Confidante, keep listening to me
Keep burying the feelings deep down
Don't give into jealousy
Remember your place.

You exist to bring comfort
Though that comfort will never be yours.
Smile, be happy.

After all,
if you know it
you can get used to it
And stop dying inside

Wait. No.
You can't.
Overwhelmed by yourself
You keep
nodding
smiling
hating
crying
loving
sighing
giving
and dying.

Confidante, don't give up
you are truly a special one
Maybe one day you'll find your own
And put on her
what you now hold.