Streeeeeeeeeeeeeeeam of consciousneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeess

Grownup dreams
they're not for me
Inside I'm still a child
With childish wishes
and childish wants
childish loves as well.

Childish love
is it really not mature?
Loving someone so much
with faith they loved you back

But the faith is gone
the love isn't there
Well, on my part it still is.

And the grown-up love
I'd give it up
for that childish love.
For just that childish faith
knowing that he loved me back.

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I am truly a bad person. *cackles*

( Inside..for the sake of sanity. )

*can't stop laughing*

Don't you just love completely innocent statements that come out so insanely wrong? =D

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Some funky dreams last night. Kinda cool, but weird.

First one, I was channel surfing and got to PBS (Which makes what's coming even weirder) and Underworld II had already been filmed and was out of theater's and whutnot...but it was on PBS. Yes. PBS. So anyway, I had no clue this had happened, so I was like "YAY!"..and start watching...and as normal in my dreams, I couldn't just watch it, I was suddenly in it, as Selene.

Except it was daytime...and she wasn't burning. She and Micheal were talking in a seedy old diner (Kinda like the one in that Sandman issue, where the dude goes psycho and kills the six people) and suddenly, a group of elite military people come in, and are after her. So it's a big fight scene, where Selene's all on top of the diner, doing her crazy vampire stuff, and Micheal's just sitting there watching. She (I) kills them all and I wake up.

Then I fall back asleep, and I'm back in high school. Not as a student, just generally walking around. And oddly enough, it was my school, yet somehow different, and it was that same different in a few dreams I had before. Anyway...something scary was going on, and I don't know what it was, but Coach Bates, aka teacher from HELL, was somehow involved. And my mom and stepdad decided to buy me baked beans. I hate baked beans.

...Woke up, fell back asleep and was back in the Underworld dream. Except now Selene had been drugged and was being dragged around an amusement park, to take her to whoever wanted her (I'm assuming Kraven)..but it was hilarious! It was like she(I) was completely drunk! And one of the minions didn't like me, and tried to throw a bunch of baked beans at me..but then the other minion through a hackeysack full of snot to it...and I woke up.

I'm amused. As usual.