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A good friend of mine figured out what was wrong...though I never even came close to spelling it out. It's kinda weird though, how he read me like a book yet no one else can figure things out. Not complaining, of course, t'was nice to have someone to talk to about it, but it's just..odd. I mean..sure, it's pretty obvious that something is wrong, but for him to nail it right on the dot.

Wow.

Anyway...I'm tired, I'm sick, and I'm sick and tired of everything right now. I just want to run away, never have to worry about any of this shit anymore. No grades, no classes, no job, no relationships. As much as I love people, I'm so sick of them all, even my a lot of my friends. Well..not sick of my friends, exactly, just so..tired. It seems like every day is the same. Nothing new happens anymore, no new conversations, it's just the same thing over and over...or nothing at all.

And that scares me. Makes me wonder how many more mistakes I'm going to end up regretting. I know I'm regretting one very much right now. Meh.