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Whoo hoo. I am in sooo much of a better mood today. Yeah, sure I almost passed out in PE, and felt sick enough to skip church, but I feel quite a bit better.

Well, last night at 10, mom comes home and starts yelling at me for being on the computer...we get into it for about an hour....BUT...because of our lil... argument.. I am getting a car, a job, an allowance, a computer, and soon a PS2. Muah. I can be so manipulative at times. But YIPPI! A car! If I had a frickin car, then I would ahve a life. but my mom didn't understand that until last night. Oh well, it's ok now.

I also decided today that I love Orlando Bloom. So dreamy...ooh..yum..er..Uh, anyways, I finally got the LotR movie guide that I have wanted for...forever..and I just spent all evening staring at him as Legolas. I almost gotta feel sorry for Orli. He goes from being a relative unknown to having a HUGE rabid fan girl base. But I love his hair. Yeah. he looks kickass with the blonde wig..but when we get to the black mohawk...ooooh....yum..erm. I really should stop that. People might think I have turned into a stereotypical teenager. one in love with a movie star.

Well you know what? I don't really give a flying rat's ass if you think I'm 'stereotypical' or not. For once I need to be normal and develop a crush on a movie star. Live with it.

Anyways, this is my song for tonight. Then I'm gonna shut up and RP.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to Heaven that I'll ever be
And I Don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
And I don't want to miss you tonight.

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't comin'
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am


And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


Now if on;y my Cloud would get his ass back in chat....