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Bullet list, because I can't be bothered.

1: Dave, my stepdad, is going back into the hospital today.  This is after being in ours for a few days and then hurriedly transported to St. Louis for another few days, because he was doing so poorly, last month. I am not pleased.

2: After the stress of last month, Luke and I decided to go to a Cardinals game today. That should be fun, and help get our minds off everything. ...this is, of course, after stopping by to check on Dave before we head to St. Louis.

3: Month and a half until the Nightwish concert! For my birthday present, Luke bought the VIP tickets, so we're going to get to meet everyone!  Marco, Tuomas, Anette... I'm already dreaming about it.

4: As far as gaming goes, still playing SWTOR, don't want to hear "lol it sucks and going F2P." I'm still keeping my sub because I genuinely enjoy it. However, I am trying out Rift (So far not too impressed, but we'll see what happens when I get past the first little area).

5. I still have the cutest cats in the world. Hands down.

So I suppose I should write something that's meaningful... or at least more than a few words. Perhaps I'm too used to facebook and being brief that I've forgotten how to write more long-winded updates on my life.

Either that or I'm just lazy. I'm going to go with the lazy excuse.

Also, forgive any typos, I'm on my new (old) laptop. My sister got a new one and handed this one down to me. It's useful for writing and random web browsing, which is all I need it for, since my PC is a gaming rig. ...That is going to have to be replaced in February when I get my tax return, I think. Either the RAM is going bad, or the graphics card is, because every so often, especially when I'm running intensive stuff, my screen will turn into horizontal lines and completely freeze up. Google tells me it's likely RAM...but I'd like a new computer anyway. Boris is hitting three years old soon... though that's not as bad as this laptop, which is five.

SO I've been married for four months now, and I really can't believe how happy I am. I never thought I could be this happy. It's like, I can't evenn describe it, but knowing that I'm with a person like Luke is just astonishing. Back in high school and college I had kinda thought that I would never find someone who compliments me so well... And it only took a random computer game to find the love of my life.

We have no plans on having kids, at least not for a while. Years, if at all. Right now he's more open to the kid idea than I am, but only in random spurts. He comes to his senses fairly quickly. We have enough going on with work and three cats that a kid just isn't something we can handle at the moment.

Oh, work...

My doctor wants me to do some physical therapy before I start applying to ambulance districts, as my shoulder has been acting up a LOT lately. He's worried that I'll tear something with all of the lifting before I'm ready... I probably should have gotten physical therapy soon after the car accident, but I was stubborn and didn't think I needed it. Oops.

Right now though, I'm happy that both Luke and I have stable jobs. I'm still doing registration and he's a med tech at the local treatment center. It pays the bills and gets us some extra things... like video games. For my birthday, I got FF9 for the PSP. It makes me happy.

Speaking of games, I'm playing Deus Ex: Human Revolution and it's awesome. The main character is sex appeal in pixel form... saying that makes me feel like I'm in high school again, but it's true. That is a very, very, very beautiful game.

RP-wise, still playing in JC and bitching about it every day. I'd love to find another Star Wars game like SWFL or even SWTA/SWGB. Forums sound fun right now. Maybe a generic fantasy game would be fun too. I want to play a busty barwench who secretly wants to be a knight. Or something super silly like that.

.. I also have a cold. And only one nostril is plugged up. And a half an hour to go before I can take more cold medicine. Yuck.

Oh no! Fandoms merging in my subconscious to become really friggin hot scary! Last night I had a dream that Gale (Friends character, FF7 OC) was Darken Rahl (show version, not book version). And uh....yeah. Somehow it really, really fits. And now I can't stop snickering at myself. At least I'm not turning into the fangirl I was ten years ago?

Speaking of dreams, Inception was an AMAZING movie. Best one of the year, most definitely. Mr. Dicaprio can still act...even though I still can't help but picture him as Jack.

Work tonight and tomorrow night, not to mention about 80 zillion things on Wednesday, so I'm going to be pretty much out of commission until Thursday. Dumb 12 hour nightshifts. At least they give me a chance to read and write, so I should have no problem finishing my story for legendland, and tonight I should also be able to finish Naked Empire which is so far kinda boring (But I said the same thing about Faith of the Fallen and I ended up really enjoying that, mostly for the badass Kahlan bits). I also picked up The Hunger Games on recommendation from a good friend, so it'll be young adult lit time after I'm done with Naked Empire.

...Ehehehe Gale!Darken. Would that mean I can imagine Sai!Kahlan, a la Season 1 finale? Shifty-eyes?

Oh yes. I also had major zombie dreams last night too. Strangely enough, L4D zombies, though I've been playing Bioshock and the Splicers are rather zombie-like.

Speaking of Bioshock (I know I'm late to the game here, only just now playing the first), BIG DADDIES SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF ME.

Maaan...I've been playing so much KotOR lately that I got Luke into it, and he hasn't stopped since 10:00 last night...it's 6:00 am now. And me? I'm getting ready for work. I hate switching from nightshifts back to dayshifts...at least it's only every other Sunday. And at least it's Sunday, so it's not entirely too busy, except for actual ER patients. Outpatients are practically non-existent.

I'm still hopelessly addicted to pazaak, and I still hate swoop racing.

...and where did all of my Star Wars icons go? Did I really get rid of 'em? Ah well, I'll upload some when I get home from work tonight.

(And Patrick will be home tonight from California, I may be able to steal KotOR II from him)

I might not have the most kills in l4d...but I do have the best accuracy of my friends. How does 50%, with 25% headshots sound...? One out of every four times my finger clicks the mouse, I headshot something. >:]

I've made a TON of friends today, playing random games.

Only once did I run into the "zomg, guuuurls play dis!?" and most of the time, the guys were totally cool. Now, I did play almost all day, about 10 different maps, and I didn't run into another girl...but still...

It's a damn good feeling when someone adds you to their buddy list so you can play again. :D

Now...BACK TO IT!

But Fable II is fun. So is watching Legend of the Seeker on netflix. Why sleep when I could be doing those things?

Whoa. I just found actual RP in Second Life. That's....wow.

So, I watched the Goonies tonight. One of my all time favorite movies, and it's been several years now since I last watched it. I had forgotten how purely awesome it is. However, I did have a weird moment. I picked up one of Patrick's friends and brought him back to my parents house and on the way I saw weird lights flashing in the sky. Like airplanes, but not.

Hehe. Now I'm going to delude myself into thinking it was a UFO.


ETA

I was reading the wiki on everyone's favorite attorney and discovered something awesome. You can create a Jack Thompson look-a-like in MK: Armageddon.

Finally! A reason to give that game a second chance!

Okay..short and sweet entry-

1- Mom will co-sign the loan.

2- I found a place to live off-campus next semester.

3- Katiroth just kicked the shit out of Edge. ^_^




...Someone help me. I've become obsessed with a wrestling game. >.>

Damnit!




How...true. Perhaps a little too much for my own good at times, but oh well.

Anyway...today was boring as hell..I stayed home from school because my back kinda hurt..and because I didn't feel like doing anything. So I just slept until 11..watched Much Music and a cool show on the History channel about Rome (Damn, Max is having an influence on me. >.>) and then I played Final Fantasy VII for a while. Got all the way to revisiting the City of Ancients *sheds a lil..tear* Oh well. Aeris' death means she and Sephy get together after death. How..adorable. (Or sick, as some have told me)

I had a neat dream last night...I was being chased by the mafia (as usual) and ended up at a Creed concert...and even though Scott Stapp seemed kinda rude....he blew me a kiss :D :D :D :D :D It was..quite awesome.

And that's all for tonight. I'm...tired..but in a good mood. ....And Mars Attack is the stupidiest, but funniest movie ever. :D

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