katiroth: (hardcore souma)
Say it with me, kids!

FANTASY =/= REALITY.

(Which is a damn good thing, because I'd hate to actually have tentacles)

Seriously though. I have roleplayed a character who killed six of her classmates, and is now organizing terrorist groups against her home country. I've played another few who killed two or so, and I have played characters who killed for money. I have also played whores. ...And yes, I have also played tentacle monsters that I still can't stop laughing over.

Am I going to go and shoot up a school? Of course not. The thought of actually killing anyone disgusts me. Am I going to go out and walk the streets? Hell no!

I am a writer, a roleplayer, a gamer.

I am not a murderer, a whore, or deranged.

I am just a normal person.




This rant brought to you by my insane irritation at being told what I do will damage my braincells. Or, more accurately, watching someone be told they shouldn't escort on SL because that will damage their real lives.

AHEM. In other news..I had a cool dream last night. Although, why am I a total Mary Sue in most of them? I don't mean to be, I swear. Anyway...my town was overrun by evil mutants (And not evil!sexy, like some of the Brotherhood, but Evil!Evil) with weird appendages and colors. The main one looked like whattheirfucks, from Oblivion. And they were trying to kill everyone.

And of course, I discovered telepathic powers, yadda, yadda yadda. Unfortunately, before the big showdown between myself and the main dude, my alarm went off. Oh well, there's something fun to think about while at work today.

Meh

Nov. 12th, 2003 01:18 am
katiroth: (Default)
http://www.jade-angel.net/mike.htm

...you'll have to highlight it to read his posts. I'm so frickin close to quitting SWFL right now. And TE...SWFL because of that shit, TE because all it is is frickin Damaria in another place. There was a reason I never got into Damaria, dammit. But now the whole thing is just...meh. Everything once again revolves around her. *sigh*

...and once again, I didn't get my spanish homework done. I'm too stressed to care.


and here's where I go "Duuh.."

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I'm sick...I'm tired...I have to go to St. Louis tomorrow and I will prolly puke...but oh well. It could be worse. Mike could be coming along. He is so frickin' clingy and possessive...plus he's not getting a tux for prom. *grumbles* Yeah, that bugs me a bit. Yes, he has a nice suit..but still...the jerk could have saved some cash ya know! I'm paying for pictures...I'll prolly end up paying for dinner too.

Why am I so stupid, getting into a relationship that is so one sided? And yes...it's one sided on Mike's side. I'm so frickin worthless as a girlfriend. I just know that I'm destined to be alone forever. Yeah, sure I have Max...but still...what are the chances of anything coming out of it? Distance kills everything. Why must my life suck so?

And also, Shawn is the biggest jackass in the world. I know that I act like I don't care what people think, but I do. His words hurt. I know that I am not gorgeous...but I am not ugly either. Yet when someone thinks I am, it hurts so much. ...but does anyone care? Not really. Everyone is too wrapped up in thier own lives to even care about me. And the one who acts like he cares (ie Mike) I can't stand to be around for any longer than a few hours at a time...ot at school, a few minutes.

What is wrong with me? Why can't people understand? I do have feelings. I am not some robot or something that people can just talk about endlessly. Oh wait. They prolly don't talk about me. I'm even below their scorn.

Life sucks dead bears. I am sitting here at the damn computer crying my eyes out...all over something stupid like this. Why does it bother me?

And I just looooooove how after I dissapear from chat I don't even get an IM from Max...

As I said...life sucks dead bears.

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